people have none of it. Including me, sometimes, but mostly it's other people more often than not. case in point my family... my stepdad sent a picture of some naked chick on facebook and I opened it at work on my phone. SO glad that wasn't on the work computer.
Had to unfriend him... again. He just sends like chain texts or something.
Mom is still an idiot, sister is still an idiot. We asked her to pay the water bill and she put it off but spent 40 dollars total (which was pretty much the water bill we asked her to pay) on starbucks shit. meanwhile I'm eating 1 chicken breast a night and a frozen chicken parm at work every day and I sometimes don't even eat when I get home because I have to preserve food, because I only have 100 bucks for 2 weeks, can't buy rice cause I can't eat all of that rice much less rice and lentils or some fucking shit. I have ramen but goddamn a person can only eat so much ramen. I can't buy fast food anymore because literally all of my cash goes to people in the household to support this stupid fucking house. I am literally keeping it running right now and lemme tell you it's not a good feeling. My stepdad is a fucking experienced electrician and should be making 100k/yr. He's literally making circle fucking k wages right now, 400/wk. On 40 hours a week. Are you fucking with me.
I'm so fucking pissed at just fucking everything right now and so much pressure is on me to get this stupid microsoft certificate at work and I'm gonna fucking fail the exam again because I have ADHD and can't focus on studying and it doesn't help my anger levels are fucking the highest they've been in years out of frustration with my life (huehuehue first world problems fuck off kids in africa). Just for a fucking 1 dollar raise at work... god fucking damn. it doesn't help my skills are not marketable at all so I can't fucking find another job like this that I want to be in because I haven't worked with Azure Active Directory yet. I BET IF I FUCKING HAD I'D BE ABLE TO PASS THESE STUPID FUCKING EXAMS
ugh. fuck