With me finding out I am Autistic/ADHD, it's come with a lot of drawbacks and virtually nothing good. I've withdrawn into myself, tend to not talk to people a lot more, and even some autistic traits frequently come to the surface more often than a couple years ago.
One of these traits is absolutely hating the sound of other people chewing. Smacking mouths, chewing with ya goddamn mouth open, I don't care. I fuckin hate anything related to "mouth noise when food is in mouth". It's so fucking annoying living with 2 older people who just fuckin smack away when they eat.
Now anytime I try to have a snack or eat I have to eat really fucking fast before my nan comes in and tries to eat with me at the table. I've already told her I very much dislike eating around people and I would prefer eating on my own and she still tries to prep food to eat with me.
Listen. One meal a fucking day (dinner) is enough to listen to two fucking mouths chewing much less one. Goddamn I fucking hate it. UGGGGGH
