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I feel like I'm just burnt out on games. There are a bunch coming up I'm going to buy but they're all coming out around the holiday season/2019 (Cyberpunk 2077, the new Hey Pikachu or whatever game for switch, Days Gone that I have paid off at gamestop at the moment, probably some more I'm forgetting. I just bought Sheltered on Steam cause they were having a decent sale on it, cause it was only 4 bucks but I played it and can't get anywhere. I couldn't get materials to keep my family up and I killed my whole family in the game 3 times cause it wouldn't rain and I couldn't find water/food and the last one I forgot about the oxygen filter and wasn't paying attention and one person suffocated so I was like 'eff it' and refunded the game.

I'm burnt out on WoW since I can't get into groups as an Arms warrior or an Elemental shaman and I'm done with guilds because they just leech off my materials and they're so 'cliqueish' now it's ridiculous. With my last guild I really tried to integrate myself with them but when I ask to do mythic+ keystones and no one responds and 5 minutes later one of the "clique" asks and everyone's hopping on their fucking dick... sigh. I donated so much stuff to that guild too that I could have made money on... back to being guildless.

You know, I hate to tie things back to my previous relationship, but there's definitely ties to everything in my life back to my last relationship.

Nah, this is going to be a generalization of women everywhere, but especially those who play video games for attention. You idiot men who think with your dicks are pushing away good friends to let that "gamer gurl" play with your group who is pulling sub par DPS and going "teehee I died" in game mechanics. It's fucking ridiculous. And even still in general there's guys in guilds who are excluded to bring "the GL's GF" or whatever when she just goes AFK for 10 minutes in the middle of a raid or god forbid a fucking encounter. And you KNOW that fucker plays a healer.

To you women who play other video games than WoW and multiplayer games for attention, and "friendship", I salute you. You are the true heroes that women who "play video games" need to follow. But they won't, because they enjoy men fawning over them. It's funny because I thought about this the other day and I don't think I saw my last ex play ANYTHING but WoW. She wouldn't play shit I got for the gamecube I got, she wouldn't play anything else but Guild Wars 2 and WoW. And I will give her credit, she was an excellent PvP healer, but I only think the "attention" she got from her mostly male guild spurred her on for that.

ugh, god, I can't talk about that shit, it's making my blood boil.

In other news I posted a new review on my website, https://setari666.wixsite.com/bronzegaming for Rune Classic. I started playing Rune Classic (NOT RUNESCAPE) and it's an extremely good single player RPG game that was released in 2001. I never really thought I'd be playing something nowadays that was released in 2001, but here I am. I play an hour of it or so a night, and for how simple it is, it's super fun. There are some places I need to consult a walkthrough, but they're far and few in-between. I did find out too that the "spiritual successor" to the game, Rune Ragnarok is releasing this year as well, and I might preorder it next paycheck as well, but it kind of puts me off that they're going to use "early access" to release it on Steam, so I dunno. Maybe I'll just wait for it to release and see how that goes.

I dunno, maybe I should try to get sucked into Morrowind or something again. BFA (The latest WoW expansion) is sucking giant donkey fucking cocks and anything else in my Steam library is killing me. I have a successful Cities:Skylines city going right now but that's about it for "active gaming" besides running LFR in WoW every Tuesday. Ugh. I know that this is a symptom of basically the internet and having everything at my fingertips, yadda, yadda.

Jake hasn't been on in quite a while either even on my days off. No texts, nothing. Pretty sure his girlfriend has beaten him into the ground.

I have been playing D&D games with TheLastMage's crew on Fridays though, we're running through a Cyberpunk 2077 tabletop D&D playthrough. If you'd like to read transcripts of our most recent games:

Part 1: https://pastebin.com/P1V3qRCy
Part 2: https://pastebin.com/gbnX3D2j

I basically told both stories to co-workers today but... goddamn I thought I had no imagination, but these fuckers didn't even laugh, just chuckled a bit. Guess it's not really for them. Shared those with my dad too but no dice, really. 

https://www.reddit.com/r/dndstories/

Welp guess I'm posting these there now.