My brain did a oopsie

So I have my sister's dog in my room cause he likes chilling with me and he's also a chihuahua. I was petting him from my chair and rubbing his belly and stuff and I literally said "Good boy Tan-"

Tank and Bruce were my pet chihuahuas once upon a time, but I gave them to a shelter because I couldn't take care of them after my ex and I broke up. I'm more of a cat dude tbh just because we didn't have the space to put them outside to poop and stuff. Originally we used a pad indoors and it worked fine but... well, I'm not going to get into it but yeah.

I have no idea why I did that. This dog is the complete opposite color of Tank (he was black, this dog is golden/light haired). And his name is Prince. Completely different name.

I do have a lot of regret for giving them to the shelter. I still think about going sometimes and bringing them back with me if they're still there... it's been 3 years though, so I don't think they are. I can barely take care of myself, I can't take care of a dog.

Wherever they are I hope they found a good home. There's nothing more I would like than to have them with me but we still have too many animals here and I just can't do it.

Man to be honest I haven't thought about them in quite a while. Work's been taking off and my nights at home are just reddit and youtube and hulu. Now I'm over here crying like an idiot over dogs I shouldn't have and can't have.

Maybe I'll just go play some anthem by myself... I did get to play Anthem a lot with TLM and Storm today, on PC and PS4. The PS4 experience is actually pretty good if I do say so myself, a lot less crashing than on PC unfortunately. I hope they iron out the crash bugs before the 22nd of this month when the game is released. I accidentally made a ronald mcdonald lookin' suit in the game and it was fucking hilarious the comments from mage and storm. I was trying to do an iron man look but I reversed the colors, so... lol.

God I hope those dogs are okay. I wish I could be more responsible but idk, I'm just super fucking lazy I guess. Man. God I almost want to go look tomorrow. But I fucking can't. I just cannot.

I can't.