I found out that porn addicts get the same feeling that a smoker gets when they quit. The longing and the 'I need it' feeling. I should know, because I was one. But now I'm not and I've gone almost a year porn free. Yay!
However, going without your addiction is not without its costs. Mood swings galore for sure. I just made that connection a little bit ago when Haley told me that they get the same symptoms, earlier today. I have no idea how I kept it together at work, when I was at work... jesus. Especially Afni, Inc. Never go work at Afni unless you're truly desperate for money. Which I'm getting to that point again... Amazon Turk is going to be super slow during the summer and we're already behhind for bills and rent. Well behind by our standards, we already paid Cox this month so at least we have our internet for another month. My phone bill is coming up too, should be about 60 dollars. I removed T-Mobile's Jump program and removed some other thing that was 10 bucks so my bill should be, with taxes, about $65. Hopefully less? But hopefully about that price at any rate.
Haley is going to sleep now hopefully, she was waiting for Bruce and Tank to go to sleep so she could go to sleep. Since her legs are hurting she was just staying up because they were hurting her legs by walking on them. I wish I could help her get her RLS fixed but, lolnomoneyfaggots.
Lol, the puppies are so cute on the Too Cute show. Oh dear god Tank went up on her legs but he's laying on her crotch now lol. They both do that a lot. Now he went on the floor again.
Well I'm gonna try to get to bed, Haley is planning on getting me up at 7... dear god I didn't think I could get up this morning at 8, I wonder how I'll fare at 7 going to bed at... well the time on my iPad is wrong so I don't even know what time it is, haha. I'm just going to go check on Dev-ev and then that's that, I suppose.
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