https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWTEE4SkCLY

Not being alone" "Nobody is alone" These are false statements to give people false hope.

The internet doesn't help people not feel alone, Mat. We can complain on the internet all we want and spout our feelings all we want on the internet, but the fact of the matter is, everyone is alone. It's how you deal with it that determines how you live your life. And if you can't deal with it, well...

I once wanted to kill myself. My life was terrible

There was no one there for me, but everyone was there for her.

And I built myself up from the ground up after hitting rock bottom, on my own.

A lot of people can't do that.

And a lot of people fail, and die.

And it sucks. But the mental fortitude needed for doing this, as a person, is huge. And we all have to do it on our own.

Because we are the only ones who truly understand who we are. No one else does. And Ronnie couldn't handle it and found an out from his own personal suffering and pain.

We will never know what Ronnie went through in his lifetime, nor should we. He could have shared with the entire internet what he went through. He could have shared what he went through with you, Mat, or any of the Game Theorist crew. But the truth is, is that we are all alone.

Words and pats on the back are meaningless if they're not helping to quell the daemons in our minds. And some of us handle our daemons that we make inside our minds from our experiences, better than others.

And some people need a way out from the endless suffering that is the hellscape of their mental states.

Ronnie found that way out.

Poast

https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/91fn6u/people_who_didnt_forever_hold_their_peace_in_a/e2yg4iy/

This is how I'm afraid my current best friend-ship will end of 14 years almost. Lady was smoking hot previously and now she's a fat piece of lard that barely works (minimum wage 11/hr) and he's off selling office supplies for massive commission (really good money) and taking care of her kids, paying for them, buying them shit, paying off her house, planning to buy her ANOTHER car, fixing up their house in an HOA neighborhood, paying the fees, etc.

If he ever tells me he plans on marrying her I'm going to make sure that fucker gets a prenup and remind him of all those fights he's had with her and if he really wants to live with that the rest of his life, or get half his shit taken if he doesn't do a prenup.

Goddamn I don't understand why another person would want to take care of another person's fuckups. I love that fucker like the brother I never had (and I have 2 other actual brothers who are just fuckups) and it saddens me to see him be taken advantage of like this. But it's what "he wants" so I've been done trying to talk him out of anything relationship related for quite a few years now.

What the fuck...

is with women in post-apoc movies? I swear to god, they fuck shit up every time. Way too frieakin' sentimental about people they DO NOT need to care about.

I watched quite a few movies today, before work and I just got home and am watching a movie after work now called Here Alone. I watched The Road(no women really in that movie per se but the son was a fucking idiot and I hated him the whole time), some movie about robots on an island killing marines but a woman made them but fucked up the code so lol, and a zombie movie called The ReZort, which was actually decent except they made the woman out, who was with a guy in a relationship at the beginning of the movie, to be the "heroine" when all she did during the movie was get in the fucking way and then all of a sudden she can dash through fucking like 50 zombies and run from hundreds of runners, and jump off a cliff and have none of the zombies fucking come down with her and survive. Like the U.S. Military would LET anyone off that damn island, I was expecting her to be sniped in the water, but she wasn't.

At one point during the movie near the end bit I mentioned there, the boyfriend just tried to save his own hide and left her and some other dude to die in a room. He survived the first zombie war, idk how he expected to survive with a girlfriend. No use forming connections when zombies are around, personal connections will just weigh you down.

And now in this movie, called Here Alone as I mentioned, this lady is fucking complaining about having to forage for food when they literally cannot live in the city anymore, and keeps swapping mack and forth from her being with her husband, to her on her own, because obviously her husband died due to her fucking inconsideration.

Also, in The Road, the wife of the MC dude just up and left because she didn't wanna take care of their child. She just wanted to go out into the wilderness and die. Goddamn, you're just gonna leave your husband with your kid? Needless to say the kid was a fucking wimp, so there's that.

Also, Netflix movie descriptions are terrible and make me not WANT to watch the movie because they paint everything in a "happy" light, or a "joking" light. Please. Like a horror movie or a post-apoc movie wants to be painted in a "joking" light? MAKE ME WANT TO WATCH IT, not just think it's fucking lame.

The other day was funny though, I was cleaning out the shed and found some  meds and I was like 'lol scavenging for medicine' cause I found some old antibiotics.

Poast

https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/8ybyvb/men_of_reddit_what_is_the_hardest_thing_about/

All men feel like this, no matter what. And it sucks. They get sucked into getting married and supporting kids that they perhaps did not want, or supporting the woman's kids, and it's fucking sad to watch those great men get washed into life's gutters and down the drain just for some fucking poon and "companionship". (Not knocking the men who stand up and take responsibility for these kids, my ex-stepdad(?) is one of them in my family, but it's not worth it for the current generation of 20-25 year old men to be doing).

Dude I've felt more companionship from playing Pokemon Ultra Sun and having the Pokedex ask me questions during my journey through the game than I ever felt from my now-ex. "Companionship" with women is so empty and fake. Male companionship is awesome and full of life but it ends because they want to fucking chase some fucking pussy and it ruins them in one way or another, and then you just end up with no friends at all, like me, OP, and most men in this thread.

It's lonely being a man and you have to support yourself emotionally, every day, no matter what. And it is a terrible life. But it's okay once you get used to it. Having built myself up from rock bottom after a terrible breakup after living for 7 years with my now-ex, by myself, talking to no one about my feelings, my issues, my day-to-day struggle with suicide, but her getting ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT FROM EVERYONE IN HER LIFE, I say fuck bitches, get money.

No one cares about men. We're all fucking disposable to society. But society wouldn't be here without us.

R.I.P

The GOODEST BOI Knight died today at 10:46 AM at a vets office today. He was plagued by seizures for some time and since last night he almost had them non-stop. We loaded him into the back of the truck and I sat with him on the way to the vet's office. He had a relaxer used on him and then they euthanized him.

R.I.P Knight, may your afterlife be full of steaks and tug-o-war. Your struggle due to shitty surgeons is finally over.

CHEWING

Fucking chewing with your mouth closed in a public workspace.
If I am sitting next to you at work, I don't wanna hear your fucking lips smacking while eating some goddamn chips or ANYTHING ELSE you might be eating. A chip crunch is fine to get it in your mouth but after that, shut it. I admit I may have done this a couple times myself but at least I make an effort to keep my mouth shut while eating. Not like NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM for an hour straight eating a damn bag of chips.
God I could go on for days about this one fucking coworker who is an entitled prick. I tell him ONE TIME to stop doing that shit and he just stops being trained for work because 'Setari doesn't like it when I eat near him'.
No, I don't mind if you eat near me BUT YA GOTTA KEEP YA DAMN MOUTH CLOSED WHILE FUCKING CHEWING YOU IDIOT, especially if I'm on a damn phone call that you're supposed to be SHADOWING me for.
God I hope he gets fired

Whoop

https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/8voy92/what_is_one_thing_you_can_tell_reddit_but_not/

>being a guy that's not a chad sucks

fix'd

Also agreed. I split up with my most recent ex 2 years ago and while I enjoy going to bed on my own and not supporting someone else, I wish sometimes I had someone to cuddle and sleep (ACTUALLY SLEEP) with. Maybe not wake up next to, but, yeah.

I'm pretty burnt out on life and it's getting tiring replacing the mental armor around my mind and soul every day to make sure nothing gets to me. I even developed a mental thing where whenever something bothers me I visualize myself putting it into a box and putting it next to a wall that's filled with hundreds of other things that have made me sad or angry. I even had to do it on the fly today (I usually don't, usually it's just when I'm zoning out at home or work) because my boss flipped face and told me something that directly was the opposite of what he told me previously.

Idk, it helps but I should probably see a therapist, but I'm too scared because I'm one of those people who just repeats their problems to a person over and over for reassurance and I *really* have to distance myself from people to not be attached to them.