Not being alone" "Nobody is alone" These are false statements to give
people false hope.
The internet doesn't help people not feel alone, Mat. We can complain on
the internet all we want and spout our feelings all we want on the
internet, but the fact of the matter is, everyone is alone. It's how you
deal with it that determines how you live your life. And if you can't
deal with it, well...
I once wanted to kill myself. My life was terrible
There was no one there for me, but everyone was there for her.
And I
built myself up from the ground up after hitting rock bottom, on my own.
A lot of people can't do that.
And a lot of people fail, and die.
And it sucks. But the mental fortitude needed for doing this, as a
person, is huge. And we all have to do it on our own.
Because we are the
only ones who truly understand who we are. No one else does.
And Ronnie couldn't handle it and found an out from his own personal
suffering and pain.
We will never know what Ronnie went through in his
lifetime, nor should we. He could have shared with the entire internet
what he went through. He could have shared what he went through with
you, Mat, or any of the Game Theorist crew.
But the truth is, is that we are all alone.
Words and pats on the back
are meaningless if they're not helping to quell the daemons in our
minds. And some of us handle our daemons that we make inside our minds
from our experiences, better than others.
And some people need a way out
from the endless suffering that is the hellscape of their mental
states.
Ronnie found that way out.
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