I'm fucking stupid.
I want to learn to code and began going to school for it (Full Sail Uni Online) but fucking shit I can't grasp anything for the life of me. I'm probably going to drop out and keep it a secret from my parents until 2 years goes by, hopefully I'll be moved out by then. 11 months into a 2 year degree and all my help drops off the face of the earth and then I'm dead in the water.
I love coding and working with C# but the more advanced concepts I just can't grasp without help and it pisses me off, but everyone in my life thinks I'm smart af and know the answer to everything.
But I don't, I just go to work and do shit and come home and play video games. I love just... not thinking.
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