So most everyone has something that their parents did to them that affects them adversely for the rest of their lives in some way, even if they don't realize it later.
I was sitting at work (wfh) and I was just thinking about this fact, and one moment in time happened when I was living with my grandmother at her house during the ages of 10 to 13. (so like, early 2000s?) I had gotten an email from my mom that redirected to a website showing a page with numbers like those colorblind tests with the numbers made out of bubbles and such.
So I start doing the "test" and my dad is behind me watching me, and I answer one of the questions with a number, and then the computer speakers fucking explode with a scream and a scary face appears on the screen.
At the time I obviously didn't know I was autistic, so the extremely loud noise scared me more than the stupid face.
And that was the beginning of why I never trusted my mom again.
Oh, and my hate of screamers/loud "horror" noises, which is why I wrote this lol.
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