Got an email from Haley today. Weird, cause they've all been "accidentally" going to my spam inbox if she's been sending me any.
Just made sure the words "sue", "legal" and the like weren't in the email. Didn't read it. I know what I did wrong, I don't need it told to me again like some child, however I may have acted in the past, which was most of the email from what I glossed over.
Goooooooood riddance. I'm sure she feels the same goddamn way judging by the length of that letter. I didn't read it.
Oh, and that feeling I couldn't place in a previous post was revulsion. And at this point of course I know that's how she feels about me as well, most people do about their exes.
I made the decision to stop communication with her and put a stop to my foolishness after an email where I absolutely demanded she take her medication because goddamnit I spent a decent chunk of money on that shit. And then I got her reply email to that and realized that I was done being a demanding piece of shit, and decided that continuing communication with someone who didn't give a shit about me but I still gave a shit about wasn't good, much less getting mad about something I had absolutely no control over.
That day marked the end of an "era" for me, and now I have my issues under control, my anger, my sadness, my feelings are all under lock and key and managed accordingly. I don't need them brought back. And I've made way too many blog posts complaining about the state of my life back then.
And that's it. I've nothing else to say on the matter.
And now I'm looking to move out of my mom's house again. Gonne be tough considering my credit score :\.Which, is a whole 'nother story in and of itself, concerning Jake...
Now I'm just gonna watch Mary and the Witch's Flower and then go to work.
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