I dunno. Let myself down. Let everyone who helped me to get here down. Let my cat down that I'll never get to see again.
I was gonna ask my dad for money but there's... too much. 130 for internet, 50 for electric, 50 for the month for the bus to work. I decided to walk to work so I guess scratch that for right now but still. And then another almost hundo anyway for the rent to clean that up. I legitimately do not know what to do.
I'm bout to get real skinny over the next 2 weeks though cause I'm going to have ZERO food in my apartment besides fuckin' ketchup and condiments and I won't be able to afford anything to eat at work.
Right now I have uh... like half a mod pizza my boss got for me today, 2 uh... taquito rolls and... 2 mints in a tin on my desk. And some vitamin c sunkist tablets. And... some 1 year old frozen chicken that I honestly do not know is safe to consume. I did eat one like 2 weeks ago and felt fine but I'm probably gonna wait until I'm dying of hunger to cook one. Uh... that's it. Maybe a ramen packet or two somewhere, I'll have to find them.
I guess I could put an extension on my internet, but then I have to pay it with my frieakin next paycheck which is for rent. /sigh oh god my phone bill too is like 30 bucks. Dammit.
It was a good run boys. I'll probably have offed myself 2 weeks from now, but we'll see I guess. Oh yeah a student loan payment was supposed to come out of this paycheck too lol, I better go cancel that shit.
Now in like a year or two they'll garnish my wages. Cancelled the auto debit thank lawdy.
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