I've been around and posted the story multiple times and apparently got banned for it I'm pretty sure for some reason, so I can't really say (idk why I got banned really) but suffice to say it involves a person moving out I've known for years and she doesn't want to get back together and I just feel like I have no control besides over my own life which is a shambling mess.
I'm trying to eat right and get /fit/ but... it's a hard road. She's leaving on Tuesday I found out the other day, her parents bought her plane tickets and I know she's going to cut contact with me and I'll never fucking talk to her again. She said us getting back together isn't out of the picture but it's going to be years before that...
The medication I got her for her anxiety really changed her behavior and it fucking sucks. I'm glad she can function now but... fuck man.
I'm really just trying to distract myself with the internet, work and working out at home. But at the end of the night when all my favorite streamers have gone to bed, it's just going to be me.
And I can't handle me.
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