Letter

If you need to contact me, do it through email, please.

There's literally no point in being friends if you're not going to actually talk to me somewhat instead of dick around on WoW all day.

I'm pretty sure you're not going to even notice I'm gone for quite a while, so have fun while you can before you have to get into the workforce.

Let me know when your mom sends money for me to send your stuff to you.

There's a lot of stuff I want to say but I know it's going to go unheard, so instead, I'm just going to relax by myself. One thing is for sure though, I regret supporting you that whole year. A whole lotta money and trying to make you happy enough to get back together for nothing, and honestly after that year of hell... no, fucking 3 years of hell, I can't say I'm not glad you're gone. 

It's funny because I realized Carol was right, you were just a fixture in my life and I didn't want that to change. I didn't even cry barely after you left. I came home, sat down in the room in front of my desk, and just put my head in my hands and cried 2 sobs. TWO. And then I was like, "fuck it." And then I got to work putting my desk together and getting the bed moved and making this place livable for me again. And for once, I ACTUALLY LOOK FORWARD TO GOING HOME. I have a fucking SMILE on my face when I go home. I laugh to myself about life and jokes I see and stuff that happens to me. When you were here, especially the last 3 years here, I actually disliked going home. I disliked going home to no sex, no friendliness, half-hearted hugs and kisses. When I was trying to put my all into the damn relationship, you were sitting there playing WoW. It's one thing for me to be doing that in the beginning, but at least I tried in the beginning. I believe you didn't cheat on me, but fuck man as soon as we were done I am 99% sure you were fucking around on the internet. There is absolutely NO way you weren't if you fucking masturbated with that guy with me in the house.

Any way that's it. I still have a lot more to say but it's falling on deaf ears. Fuck I'm even surprised you actually listened to me to leave considering how long it took you to clean the house whenever I told you to over the course of 4 days of me being at work for 8 hours.