Poast

I like staying up late. I really do. But I’m really… it’s just really annoying to have invasive thoughts at night while I’m chilling. I rarely get to zone out anymore unless I get really deep into zoning out, very quickly. And all I dwell on is how I was wronged in my past relationship and it almost ignites a furious burst of rage within me… almost. But I put it out a quickly as it started.

I’m just happy I don’t have dreams about it anymore, or if I do, once in a blue moon, or so the saying goes. I’m just sitting here playing some Dwarf Fortress and just waiting for muh dorfs to get stuff done lol. Unfortunately I turned my computer off with the game on one time so I basically had to re-do everything and I didn’t get to trade with the trader that showed up ☹. So Now I get to hoard all my goods until the next Dwarven or Human trader comes. Cause fuck Elves, I don’t need any of their pansy wares. ONLY BARS OF ORE AND WEAPONS AND ARMOR! YEAAAAAAARGH!

Ugh god this keyboard has some connection issues and my tower is only like five feet away dear gawd pls no. I’m probably going to buy another keyboard soon, I don’t know what though yets – and that keyboard disconnected again. Shame, it doesn’t do that at work. I just swapped to a different Bluetooth keyboard with a stronger connection that I got. I’m sitting on like 4 spare keyboards right now lol, jesus.

I think I’m going to go to bed though… almost 4AM and I have to shake out my sheets due to these little black beetle things in my room that are fucking pissing me off to no end -_- I sprayed outside around my window and everything and they’re still coming in so I dunno -_- fugit.

Anyway gn I guess. o/