Post 6

The day Haley leaves

1/17/166

8:41 AM

Friggin A dude. I thought I'd be able to handle this but I can't. I want to copy down a poem of Haley's real fast.

Nooo she placed her yellow notebook away. It's a really good poem. I feel such a mix of emotions right now. We are leaving to send off her screen to her computer soon and then we're coming home, ordering a lyft and then going straight to the airport. She wanted me to help her find her gate but I told her I can't cause they won't let me through without a ticket, or something. Fucking A man this sucks.

I sabotaged everything and this is what it comes to, her leaving and going back to Georgia.. I told her I was thinking about visiting my dad and grandma in Georgia on my vacation coming up but I don't know if I'll have the money or they're willing to help pay or what. I guess I'll figure it out when it comes time.

Haley is talking to her mom on the phone right now but it's 9:11 (hopefully not a bad portent right now) so I better tell her so we can get going.

Well, we're leaving soon and I don't have much else to write. Guess I'll go put my shoes on.

Fuck man. I ruin everything in the end.