Post 2

~ 4 days to her leaving

1/14/17

5:06 PM

Well I guess Haley's mom has to send more money for Haley to ship her computer to Georgia. So we have to go to Walmart tonight and get the money she wired over in my name I guess? Even though Haley has an ID, but whatever.

God I'm going to miss having her here but I'm not going to miss having to listen out to see if she's fucking around with some guy on Teamspeak. God ever since that happened I can't do anything fun. I have to sit here & listen & make sure she's not using Teamspeak because I told her not to. WoW has chat. She can use it. Everyone I've talked to has agreed she was in the wrong for doing what she did (masturbating w/ a guy on Teamspeak) and I didn't think she was normally like that, to be able to do that without loving someone.

I dunno, maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm too old fashioned because that's how I was raised. I just don't think you should be openly sexual with someone unless you love them. But, it's none of my business. I just don't want her to do it under my fucking roof.

It just... rustles my goddamn jimmies that she was doing that while I was here, much less doing tht & not telling me she was romanically involved with someone for two fucking weeks, even thought I told her, if there was anyone she was romantically involved with or iked I wanted her to tell me. She couldn't even do that shit. God. What the fuck? Am I just a fucking doormat to be stepped on all the damn time?

See, here's the thing. She knew I was still romantically interested in her and yet she thought of doing this shit while I was in the house. Didn't decline and say no, maybe tomorrow or something. Didn't come to me for a dick to use. No, just some random fucker on the internet over a person she's known for 6 years.

Women. How do they fucking work?

That

Firebottle's stream distracted me. Idk what I was going to say. Oh well.

So with that being said, I can't wait for her to be gone, but I'm going to miss her very much.

I talked to Lisa at work today too and she said she doubts Haley will keep in contact with me. Which I kind of expect but at the same time it makes me sad I will essentially be losing a friend. She's going to move on with her life and I'm going to be stuck here, in time, forever. Foreveralone.jpg

I guess I should exercise a bit & chillax, got a day off tomorrow, so yeah.